hey times....did/have you forgave H? i mean have you looked into his eyes and told him? I so want to forgive her and let this go...but i really don't know if i can.
I have. He knows I'll never forget though. I told him that. I told him that my forgiving him doesn't mean he gets a pass or that it somehow takes away from what he did, but that I forgave him for ME. Utimately, I realized that I loved my H more than I hate what he did to me. Effed up, isn't it?
You'll know when you're ready.
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
