I had a strange dream last night. Bear with me. I dreamed about an ex b/f, one that I dated for a year, and he just was not ready for the kind of commitment that I was. He got married 9 months later lol, but he is happy. He was kind in the breakup in that he did not string me along. Anyway, I dreamed that he had split from his wife, and that I was trying to invite him to visit me here (he is in El Paso). And at the end of that dream, I yelled to myself “STOP!!!” You know that this will not end well.
For some reason, when I woke up I was in full panic mode, remembering the day the SG left me. I was going over in my head the things I could have said, didn’t say, what ifs, and I yelled (mentally of course, but then again it could have been the “voices”), STOP! You know that this will not end well.
Although sometimes we do over think, sometimes we need to listen to that voice in our head that yells STOP! So…even though you don’t really know the sound of my voice, pretend it is a friend yelling STOP! You know that this will not end well.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
