She is certainly in a MLC. When we talk on the phone, about kids stuff, it is like we are back in time. Everything is rosy and going great...but I know it isn't. She is doing everything to the tee of how to D with dignity...happy, friendly, caring, doesn't ask about me and I don't ask about her.
Today is the day I am supposed to pick up kids for the week but I have to work Saturday and W and I worked out that she'll have them tonight and I'll pick them up after work. She mentioned she would like to all get together on Mother's day for dinner. I agreed and half heartedly thought she might be willing to try and see if there are feeling left. But after the Email about her and her 'friend', OM, and convo on phone about it, I'm not so sure I want to...They went to a comedy show last night and he ended up staying over. This morning she didn't call to talk to the kids either. She must have been busy...She has missed 15 calls in the 4 months of S, where I have missed zero...
I am at the point now where I'm not sure if I want to stay married. I feel like calling her and saying you win here's your D, and then again I love her so much I want to wait and see what transpires. I know she loves me but she is lost at the present....
