I did this "friend" thing for a long time. X came and went as he pleased. All it did was keep me from moving on. I found myself watching way too close. I found hope in every tiny thing he did. The way he looked at me. The way he said something. Etc... in the end it was all my imagination. I drove myself half crazy.
Stop trying to guess why he did/didn't do something. What he is doing. You cannot. He doesn't even know. If it's friends for now. let it be. Appreciate it. Don't put any more thought into it. Concentrate on YOU and YOUR life. WITHOUT your H.
was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...
