Need a Plan for My Marriage

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WAW is so...I really do not know what to say or do about this sitch anymore. I just really do not care that much anymore about the M, but I still do not want D. She just irritates me so much when you comes walking far away saying her boss dropped her off. I know that is not true. Just another lie. I need to more Strong DBing, but I need to be in a better position financially to avoid losing my custody rights.

I just do not feel all the things I want to do now are able to be accomplished with my lack of a full-time permanent position. I want any job and fast to be on a more level footing with her if this goes to court for the Big D.