NM - can so relate to everything you write: about being the loser who's so co-dependent she cant see reality for what it is. Yup!! We gotta meet reality head on for what it is now, have hope, but live in the present. What a juggling act! As for all over the place feelings....!! I am so there! And I just don't know if behaving in conistent manner when dealing with a WAH in an A would even go noticed by WAH to the point of changing things, I mean. So we need to be consistent for our own sakes - the values thing. Let them run our lives. Surely that's the high rd.
Yeah, 1 hr therapy sessions are way too short. I think a 5 day seminar is in order! I would at least find it fascinating, even if it bore the pants off my counselor!!! hahaha.
OW must be hated right now. That one is not possible to fake.
Anti D's? Since when are you on anti D's?
Also have some qs for you on my post if you are still awake :-)