He is still contacting me, wants to help move things around the house, and clear out baby'r room and paint etc. its just sad bc he's doing things i always expected and wanted except that we are truly not together. Just strange that I am cautious about asking questions regarding baby decisions, etc. I should not have to feel less than 100% comfortable, but our circumstance is strange...

How is the person who one made me the happiest in life, makes me the saddest now?

Strange part is he is fighting for his role as a father... not what i would have expected two months ago...
I am really happy and excited about the baby!!! i cherish every kick and punch! love him so much already...