Pam, LL, Deb, Odga, merrick, optimist, sage, chl, jackie, holdingon, cindy and alskangal...
Thank you all for your kind words. I'm still a little in shock, feel like I'm in a time warp, and scared all at the same time.
Just can't believe it yet. It is a great, great feeling. And about the computer/phone thing before I went to bed I thought hmmm I should plug the phone back in what if there's an emergency, but didn't becuase any news could wait till morning. That ole intuition was knocking I guess.
I don't know why H left, figure he'll tell me in time. H did say before he left for work this morning..be careful what you say to SIL? I said what? H said OW and SIL email once inwhile. SIL and H's brother were up north with H and OW a month ago and I had questioned SIL on it, remember that LL, you said to ignore it, but I didn't listen. I told H that SIL told me that I have been a good friend to her through the years and that she only wishes the best for son and me. I emailed SIL back (month ago) and said I have feeling things will work out and I haven't talked to SIL since. H and I agreed we wouldn't tell SIL anything yet. Once SIL finds out about H being back I'm sure she'll be discouraging Ow's email, I don't care either way.
I'm still absorbing my current situation. I'm sure I will need everyone's help more than ever now. I have to do this dbing thing on a daily basis and the hard work will begin.
I'v have been very emotional this morning, I thought I'd tell my parents tonight and started getting weepy, emailed my friend and started getting weepy, lack of sleep and that PMS thing.
I do at times just sit here and FEEL and it feels great, it's little shots of PMA!!!
