(((Serenity))), I have watched you evolve into an inspiring tower of inner strength over the months. You will be fine. And you have no idea how much you've helped me in this journey.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
(((((Puppy))))) - Thank you for your faith in me my friend
(((((Rocked))))) - Thank you for always coming by and cheering me up... You Rock and you Rule
(((((Avermont))))) - Thank you for your kind & sweet words
(((((LFA))))) - In answer to your question - Yes I do have a C (well a shrink if truth be told) and she is awesome Thank you for coming by and showing me your support my friend
(((((Tristan))))) - You know how I feel where you are concerned and wish you nothing but the best no matter what happens in your life!
(((((Gardener))))) - As always, I am thankful to have a friend like you in my life...You are a great man and I wish you peace beyond measure my friend.
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A year ago yesterday, my H admitted his affair...
I thought I would have a crappy day however with some help, I was able to look at it as a new day instead of a day with such tramatic meaning...
That was the day I have been dreading for the past few months and I was able to face it head-on and actually enjoy myself.
You all have watched me fall to the lowest point possible in my life...
Now day by day, you now get to watch me rise.
(((((Hugs)))))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
Now all I have to do is serve H with it which will be done on Saturday...
I never knew filling it out would affect me the way it did however thanks to a wonderful friend in my corner, I made it through...
There was some information missing so I had to contact H via email to ask about some things...He didn't answer me until this morning and then proceeded to act like he didn't have a clue what paperwork I was talking about...
3 times he asked "What paperwork" 3 times I answered...Once I stated plainly the paperwork for the D he wanted, all went silence...
*Crickets* the rest of the day...
This sucks however I am more ok with my decision each day...
I stumble and I falter along the path however I know in my heart, it is the right thing to do...
I deserve someone who will give me 100% and nothing less.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
I deserve someone who will give me 100% and nothing less.
Yes you do.
Serenity. It is good to see you move forward. I know this is not what you wanted when you first came here. But I can tell you see that there is a bright future in your life. I wish you the best.
I thought I would be here a couple of months max when I first joined LOL...
I remember thinking, "Look at these people with hundreds and thousands of posts. I'll get this figured out way before I get to 100 posts. I am way too smart not figure out this DB thing fast."
All part of the opening the mind of Coach.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
Serenity, I don`t normally follow your thread, but I read what you wrote in another thread and just wanted to send you some hugs. Sorry that yesterday was so hard.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
