recently we physically separated and neither of us have made any effort to contact the other.
is this normal?
i've only recently made peace with myself that it's out of my control. the only thing i've done is be happy with what i have and control only the parts of my life i have control over.
i've started seeing IC again found a financial planner to help me make sure my finances are in order for me to live by myself for the rest of my life.
i worry about H we didn't part on hostile ground but he's gone dark on me and it makes me feel like i underestimated the situation. i thought we parted cordially but there was one incident where he on purposely avoided me.
i keep thinking back to our last few days together and i can't remember a time when we fought.
h asked for the d so i agreed and went along with it. we split our household items and i kept my composure throughout. h was making up the rules so that things favored him but i really didn't care.
so why would a WAH go dark and avoid the LBS when the LBS doesn't remember parting on negative terms?
it's just odd to me. i'm okay with being friends because that's what WAH wanted.
i think h is aware of DB and MWD so sometimes i wonder if he thinks i'm db-ing. to be honest, the db rules kinda came naturally to me.
i have made some 180s and i so wish he could see the changes in me. i've never been more proud of the way i look.
