I can't believe how far I've come around. I hate to say this (and maybe I'll be banned) but it seems for me D was a good thing. Even d said out of the blue yesterday that she "likes things better" the way they are now. Something was wrong for a long time. Kinda like this:
Was she? Who knows but this blurb sure describes how it was. My only thing now is that I feel like a f'in tool for remaining in this for so long. Div should have happened a long time ago. And maybe it should have started with me.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
