W was supposed to pick up my contacts when she got off of work Mon. Said she forgot. I called her at work this morning to remind her. They said she wasn't there, she must be on break. Called her cel and she didn't answer so I sent her a txt. "Please pick up my contacts if u have time. thx."
Two minutes later, I get a txt back, OK.
I hate txting!!! It's just as well, she doesn't want to talk and niether did I.
As the day goes on, I am getting more and more anxious. I have to be strong and stand up for myself and my family. I HAVE TO!
Anxiety is tough, it comes and goes with me too. Just say a prayer when you're feeling overwhelmed with it and trust God to take care of you no matter what.
A question - if your wife was your girlfriend and not your wife, and you had no kids, what would you do? I'm guessing you would come home from work and break up with her. You are worried about all the other stuff, but when the time comes, and it may never come, you will take care of it. When you are anxious try to smack yourself and tell yourself not to think about anything past today. Read Matthew 6:25-34.
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