Geronimo, I know you're having a tough week man but you're still doing better. To be honest I'd trade places with you any day where my STBXW would show at least some signs of remorse/reconciliation etc as opposed to not responding to my emails (about our D or DD - or responding days later). So be thankful that you have the opportunity to decide which path you want to go down. You don't have to choose it right now though. Bill's advice is pretty much spot on.
I look at you with hope that one day I can be where you are and it's ok and understandable that you feel down every now and then. With time you'll only grow stronger.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again