Two weeks to D Day and counting!!

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So some time next week my H will be able to apply for the final D. Ironically is is also our 14th wedding anniversay next week as well. A time we should be celebrating together, however it now the end of my family and my marriage.

This time last year he hadnt even decided to move out and now a year later everything has changed.

It has been such a hard year. I have had some really bad lows, and interestly some good highs. I have lost my confidence and self esteem but feel I now understand myself better as well. I have become more independant and like to make decisions again. Some people I have know for years have dissappinted me and others have come through for me in ways I would never have expected. Some people have shown me such kindness and generosity.

I regained my faith, GAL and experienced some small miracles.

I was hoping to move over to piecing at some stage but will now be in surviving the big D.

I tried really hard to save my marriage, I made some mistakes, there are some things that I would definitely do differently and others that I wouldnt.

I look forward to my future.