No I'm not emotionally dependant on him anymore, nine months ago I was, far too much, dont get me wrong I love him to bits but I choose to be with him now not need to be with him. Ironically it was what hurt him most, that I didn't need him anymore! Financially I do need our joint incomes as otherwise I would have to make big changes if I was to go it alone after thirty years!
I never thought I'd get there but with other dbers inspiration and in particular mindfull over the last week I have made it to a place of peace about being on my own!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
