OK, Enough freaking crying! Long enough for the Pity Party!
Plan:
Tonight sweep and vacuum upstairs
Do load of laundry
Make coffee for in the morning
Be sure to remember to take medication, not sure I remembered it last night.
Maybe sort mail that is on the dinning room table and put on David's desk
Leaving starting to box stuff till I have a few more things cleaned the way I want them. Then will start with his desk I think. It is the biggest reminder that he is no longer there.
Ok, just before I finished this he sent me message he was being good and going to lunch and that he was real sick this morning. I sent short one sentence back. So not counting that as contact as I was simply responding to his message.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
