It does sound a bit like Donkey and yourself are moving forward post D. Over time, you will develop more of an IDGAF attitude towards him.
Fill us in as to what the big surprise is. FFG sounds like a keeper and I hope you give him as much as he gives you in keeping the love tanks full.
The last place in my house I have not finished to my liking is my garage. I still have a nice bike in there I got XW for her birthday at about the same time she started to stray. I am keeping it for the next special lady.
