Please don't take offense. I do value your advice. I am almost NEVER upset at what I read here. People like OT who have been with me from long ago know that. That said, I will post what I feel even if sometimes that's not really for the best. Don't go away.
As for what you just said, I am back and forth. Part of my problem is self-diagnosis. A lot of you see that and are basically calling me on it. I need that sometimes. That's why I seem back and forth so much. I am often caught playing my own devil's advocate.
Sorry again if I sounded offended or angry. Not the case.
