I ask you to go a single day without initiating contact. Your response is complete doom and gloom.
I ask you to see this as something positive you are doing, a gift to your husband. Telling him that you truly do love him. In a language that he can hear and understand.
Your response seems to be to completely ignore what I said and to talk about the past as if it were the same as now.
I suggest you try one new thing. Your response of 'I'm getting a divorce and should I leave the bb' upsets me.