Yes it is, but to try to stop the pain, I need to try to get David out of my life.

Like when my horse died and I put all of her stuff away.

I am thinking of boxing up his clothes left at the house and all the papers I have put on his desk.

Try to erase a lot of his presence from the house.

Not my only thoughts, but one of them this morning.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"