One thing I really just realized I was doing was still worrying about what everyone else thinks. I am divorced so I should be dating. I should be getting out there. I should I should I shoud. And it really occurs to me that I honestly do not have to answer to anyone. Just because I have not jumped into another relationship doesn not mean that that I am still holding out hope that the SG will cchange. But its not even that. I don't really think about it anymore. For the longest time I have kind of been a hermit because I am so tired of answering questions that frankly I dont want to answer. I like my solitary time. I am not much of aparty animal. So now, I know I need to bet more active, and I really have to figure out what I like to do. Ramgling...
Not rambling. Making perfect sense. To me, anyway. I'm exactly where you are on each point you make.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
