Actually that is one of my thoughts this morning. That he is no longer a part of my life and to start moving on without him. I don't mean for me to push the D through or anything like that, no reason too as I am not wanting to start another relationship right now.

I hope I learned that at least, it is not a good thing to start another R before dealing with the junk from the last one!

Just trying to accept that he isn't interested in being a part of my life and move on without him. If he decides he wants to come back then see where I am at that time.

I don't know how capable I am of doing that, but it is one of the ideas I am kicking around.


Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"