Really, I know I will be fine no matter what happens, sometimes I just feel it would be easier to just throw in the towel and move on but deep in my heart that is not what I really want. To me that would be the easy thing to do. Any thoughts are appreciated.
You have to figure this out for yourself. I will share that I am on my 2nd M and for me I refused to go out the same way this time. I can tell you that this process is really about you and finding who you are. I think you will be surprised what you discover about yourself. Part of it is standing up for what you believe in. But it is NOT an easy road and it is NOT for the feint hearted. This will take courage on your part because apart from the people here you will find you pretty much stand alone.
When you embrace this journey you must be very clear of your purpose. And stay true to yourself.
Keep posting and journaling here and we will help alll we can.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
