Can you see the Morning After

[psluke]

Now I am wondering do I feel that I am so unlovable that David can't possibly love me or say anything nice about me? Not that he would post anything nice as that isn't why he is on the bb. But I got home and saw his thread had a bunch of posts on it, then checked and he had posted right after I finished chatting with him at work. I don't mean I looked at his thread I mean I looked at where he last posted.

So my immediate ASSumption is that it is about me and that it isn't nice.

Am I afraid that he will say something that will make my friends on here not like me anymore? Is it because my two closest friends turned on me last year after listening to David talk about me?

I really do HATE all of these mixed up emotions and feelings.

Good thing I did a lot in the house last night as I have a feeling tonight is going to be a go to bed early night or nap on the sofa with the shelties night!