her stories don't help me with my panic attacks, she tells me what to do while having one and how to control them.
And yes it does suck for my D. She will tell me that he is in a good mood for a while and then sad again. She also said he will yell for no reason or for just a little thing that she did.
It is very hard on her, but she loves him and misses him so she goes with him whenever he will take her.