W and i are doing pretty good, she is trying very hard to do "little" things to rebuild our R. I have been much more open and listening to what she is saying. I am continuing my self improvements by reading and still running - getting lots of compliments on how well i am looking these days.
i still struggle daily with knowing she was intimate with another man, but not as rough as it was in the begining. The biggest down side from this struggle is that i sometimes detach if you will.....which she notices and thinks i am pouting like i "used" to before all this went down....really i am not pouting, perhaps still hurting....who knows.
i personally am amazed that i have not had my face-to-face encounter with OM yet...truely unbeleiveable that it has not happened...but it will.
anyhow just updating a bit - still might keep my distance from the site for a while, seems like reading all these situations keep slightly re-opening my own wounds....but is that a good thing or a bad thing?
Gman
M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
