The drive home helped. I definitly was stir crazy this afternoon.
It wasn't just mental I feel like I want to kick and scream and jump out of my skin!
Soooo my project is to figure out how to deal with these feelings when they come on me.
Number one LESS COFFEE!
David asked if I got out for lunch, he knows I can't do that but he just keeps saying tell your boss you are going out. Shoot right now they are LOOKING for ways to cut payroll, I'm not making ANY waves!
But then he asked if I meditated when I got to feeling like that, and I didn't even think of trying it.
So he had a good thought there and I didn't try to pick a fight with him too bad this afternoon but it was juuuust under the surface.
I did apologize to him if I came across that way, he didn't say if I did or not just offered helpful suggestions.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
