Journaling: Just had our quarterly profit sharing meeting and H presented. I got up from my seat near him and talked to a man in the back. H did have his brow furrowed, I think I threw him. I was trying to watch his body language but didn't want him to see me looking, so I just detached and threw "happy and cool" vibes his way.
He's used to me being nice to him - having his cake and eating it too. I'm not sure what this will do to us, but I'm just not OK with continuing to allow him to cake eat with no consequences (ie being "friends" and "roommates" with me while he has OW on the side.)
Not sure which direction I will take with this, but thinking of trying dim for a bit. For me.
