Oh Lola, I feel the same way...I don't always say it bc those who have already 'healed' sometimes question why I would still care about him at all, but I do...
I have resolved myself to the fact that I will always care about my STBXW - even after I heal. I poured 100% of myself into this marriage and there will always be a part of me that is connected to her. Sure the intensity of the caring will fade with time, the part of my heart that still longs for her will shrink, but I simply don't see me ever not caring - regardless of what she did. I think the "healing" part for me is recognizing this and knowing that it doesn't mean I want her back and that I am ready to truly move on in my life.
