SCH - Look at the facts & listen to your intuition...not to your wishful thinking. Does it feel right?...or not quite...you seem to have so many misgivings about his behavior.
As I'm reading your posts I see a slight progress in him, maybe he is drawing closer, try to re-read your posts and see if you can see any clues.
I know how hard this is...take your time, the answers will come to you.
(((hugs)))
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO