PG, talking 'feelings' isn't something I shy away from. I don't want to supress my feelings at all, I just know that I can choose to be sad or happy. I do recognize them and I have been facing them head on. Just lately I want to run, and fast. I will take your advice and sit down and just write, if anything it may help me to see things i'm not seeing about myself.
My situation however isn't getting better. My w threatened me last night by saying that she is going to move to her home town(which is two hours away) and that the kids will be going with her. I asked what makes her think that the kids will go with her, which her reply was Colorado is a Pro mother state so unless you can prove that I'm an unfit mother they will be with me. Well Colorado isn't, it is a 50/50 state and seeing as how my kids have been with me since we split up, that she made the choice to leave, I am not to afraid of her taking my kids from me. When this all started she said that she will stay close to where I live and that we will have 50/50, man how time changes things. I am going to be talking to a lawyer today to see what my rights are. I will fight for my kids and I think she knows that I will. I'm not willing to move from my job which is decent right now. What I am afraid of is that she is going to go into the court and lie her ass off so that she can take my kids and then I will become a true part-time parent. I have no desire to keep them from her I dont see why she would do the same to me.
Any advice about lawyers? I cannot afford to have a lawyer in the court room with me but can I talk to one for a small fee or for free?
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
