How do you deal with the HATE?

[kickme]

I am trying to change. I do not understand the anger and resentment at my accomplishmetns.

I know he is really really angry. (altho he says he is not)
I know I am really angry, too.

I thought the new items (cleaning up my side of the street) would be seen better. I did not expect all this criticism.

My question is, Is this unusual? (When you first realy change I mean.)


It seems that I have held the high road most of the time, I have been putting things into the "recovery". But I am seeing agression back.
Confused.