Confused, yes. Do I expect him back? No. H is an avoider and I don't see him ever facing his inner issues. There is the possibility that he is truly happy with ow and he may never need to face them. After all he traveled back 40 years to be with her again.
I don't think any of the things that H does mean anything more than him being nice because he believes I'm fine with what he's doing.
As for me, I continue my work on myself. Getting through each day moving forward.