So today, I have no idea what to do. It was a bad day, was pretty down. I feel at this point that I can't put myself through this any longer. Having this hope seems to kill me inside little by little and day by day. I feel like telling her that I'm now having doubts, that I want to go to Retrouvaille with her, and if afterwards everything is the same, we go our seperate ways (heck, I'll pay for all of it, been saving!). I don't believe in divorce in our situation, I know our marriage can be saved, and I don't want a divorce. But I don't know what else to do, or if I can even go on like this. I just started posting here but my sitch has been going on for quite some time now.
If anyone has some thoughts on this please share. My head has not been right lately, and I don't know if I'm thinking straight. Feel free to be very blunt. And thanks
