Thats worse your a doc!!!!and not eating! You will fade away to a shadow at this rate. I know its hard when you are hurt to feel you are getting further away from anything good with your w but you need time to heal. It said on the site I gave you that at best if you can say in your mind you would like to love her again, then thats a good start if she decides at some point to come home.You have been too hurt to make any decisions just now. I still think she may come round. I met someone today who saw my H with the ow not realising we had split up.She said she is hideous..totally disgusting.I cannot believe he would give up what he has for that...so she's not only ugly on the inside but outside too!!!glad everyone agrees. I am like you not sure if I want to go back the way either.I am more hurt at how he has dealt with the girls.They are beautiful inside and out and have been a godsend.The ow 2 kids 11/12 are totally messed up, out of control..and yet he spends more time with them. There is some good news though. My old boss ctcd me today.He is waiting to hear about an MD role with a Financial services company and if successful would like me to work with him again. I thank god I am financially independent and earn a good salary so the girls wont suffer on that front.(If i dont get a job think I will be buying a tent!!!) I am ok and getting there and so will you.Dont throw yourself at work..you probably give too much already!
ME 44 H 45 D 14 D 20 M 22 YEARS TOGETHER 28YEARS Bomb Drop 14th July 09 Seperated-living with OW 10mths(14/07/09) MLC 3years
Silence wasn't golden in this marriage; it was deadly," Dr. Robin L. Smith
