The journey begins

[ClingingToHope]

Yes, BBJ. You're right. I was trying to somehow work her issues in, but it's hard in one sentence.

I remember another poster said something along these lines:

"For a long time it was good, but in the end it didn't work out."

That might work. I was talking to my sister on the phone and I basically told her right now I "hate" STBXW.

I need some finality on the finances and then some more "victories" or positive developments.

This weekend is working out. It's my only kid free, work free weekend of May and we're putting together a poker game Friday, I'm going to a friend's apartment on Saturday so his buddy can try out a comedy routine before he hits open mic night and then I'm heading to a downtown bar to meet my former co-worker and her friends -- which includes two single/moms, one of which I may ask out as soon as I'm officially single.

Sunday, Mother's Day, church, visit my mom at the cemetery and tennis that night.

The only thing I'm missing is Saturday afternoon.

Too bad BBJ isn't closer. I'd see if she wants to go running.

If it's lousy out I'll go pick up a book, head to work and read/catch up on projects.

I need constructive rage in my down times.