James, I think you have a golden opportunity to really get your head on straight while your W is getting in patient medical treatment. You need to come first, your children need to come second and your W needs to be a very distant third.
I can't say I understand why you took this job knowing you would not be able to follow through or why any kind of attny would even advise such a thing. I can't understand why you keep engaging with your WAW.
I guess I am really frustrated with you. I hear so many excuses and you seem to shun the healthy things in your life and cling to the very unhealthy. Can you help me understand without any excuses as to why?
