I agree with trapt on every point. It really does not matter what you call it. You are getting it and it does TAKE TIME. Just remember that YOU control the timeline. You control how long you will feel this way. You may not see it now but you will realize that you can control how you feel.
Enjoy your trip and please keep us posted. We are here for you.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
