I will practice and rehearse what I am going to say. This is something I know I must do. I have said some but not all of what I expect.
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No expectations, no fears (you are already dead) and be a leader.
Of course, you're right. If I do nothing different, I am as good as D already.
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You can handle it
It took me being brought down this low, but I think I can handle it. I don't want to be with someone like this. During our discussion last night, I saw glimpses of my old W. The one who was loving and caring. Then the manipulating alien would show herself and my compassion would disappear. We didn't really fight, just a long discussion for the first time in a long time. In a way, it felt good even though the outcome was far from what I wanted. Hopefully it was a hidden step in the right direction.
