Reading over my posts I realize I have no selfworth. Man that is a hole that I don't want to be in. How could I have let someone do this to me? Or better how could I have let myself dig my own grave? I need to find a way out by myself and I'm not sure I am ready to do that. I am scared...
I feel as though I have no helping hand, no way to see or seek out happiness. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. I don't want to be here any more. I will find my way, I will be happy, I will be strong, I will not let her actions determine my behavior, I will not let what she is doing affect my ability to live. I will be strong I will be strong I will be strong. God help me.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
