I agree...I don't like how I look, my outside doesn't match the image of myself I have on the inside (strong, confident, fit....not like I want to be wasting away and childlike thin!!)...
I thought about it awhile back, wondered if the insecurity was bc my H cheated on me so much... But then I thought about how I would feel if I met a man who loved me just like I am and didn't think I needed to lose weight/get in shape. However, I would still want to, because it is about how I feel about my own body more than how others think I look...