One last question: Should I wait a couple of days or go home tonight and present her with this? I know timing is important and I missed my opportunity last night. Should I let it cool off a little or do it right away?
I want to do this right. It does feel like my last chance. I know it may not be, this is a marathon not a sprint. I also know that being in limbo is no way to spend your life. I desperately want to keep my family together but can't decide for her.
If this is, in fact, the or a turning point, I don't want to screw it up any further.