Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

Gucci, Glimmerman and others, I have a question. Should I email my W and tell her that I'm sorry for sending the flowers? I'm pretty sure I already know the answer. I should just let it go and not say anything. Telling her I'm sorry for sending the flowers will probably only make things worse by bringing more attention to it. I know the answer but I just needed to hear myself say it I guess.

I am so upset with myself that I sent my W flowers for her birthday. This was a step backwards. Her silence is giving me her response loud and clear. She was just starting to communicate and then I go and send flowers. What a jackass I am. It upsets me that this move could have erased some of the progress. I hope I didn't cause too much damage. I won't make that mistake again. I'm not going to contact her, just leave her alone.

Ok, I'm putting that mistake behind me. I know the correct path and will stay on that path. Gucci set me straight. I had a great night last night. I refereed a couple of youth soccer games. Later last night I took my dogs for a long walk in our neighborhood. This afternoon I'm meeting with an academic advisor at the college I will be attending. Looking forward to going back to college and completing my degree.