Well as part of continuing to stay busy, I got together with J last night. Had a really good talk and he helped me figure out somethings I wasn't sure about. My problem of course is that I still think too much!
He said he thought that right now reality has crept back into K's life and he has things to do. I am right not to take it personally. I need to use this time to see what I want to do. I of course want to see what this is/could be. There is the distance thing that might cause the biggest issue but since I now have a reliable car, I can meet half way and go there too and not have him have to come to me all of the time.
It's a hectic month with graduations for both of us and then they are also going on vacation. I have a lot to keep me busy.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory