Mach, thought I was starting by going to the grocery store. As far as the 2 jobs go, I can't do any house stuff on those days because I leave one job and drive to the next. One if full time and the other is well almost full time (6 to 7hrs. per night).
I really wasn't making excuses. It took a lot for me to go last night. I wasn't functioning that much at all as far as home goes.
And no, I don't want to be talked off the ledge every day. I really want to get better.
