2 years later it's still not getting easier

[Augtan]

Hey Whitney! So sorry you had such a rough day yesterday!

Do you live in the cottage or is it a vacation place? Why did she sell it? It is okay to cry, you are a real person and your kids need to know that you have feelings too.

Any update on the new woman?

I know what you mean about him staying with us, but when I told him he could, we were moving in a certain direction, not really back together, but it was on the table. When it was going good, right before the blow-up, I had told him that I wanted him to date and such so that he could realize that it isn't so great out there like he thinks it is and that we really do belong together. I told him that he had until December to figure it out and if he wanted his family back we would move back down there in December. It was not a ultimatium or anything, just information, he could take or leave it. I set that deadline because it is the end of the first semester for high school and my son is going to be a freshman in the Fall, he wants to stay here and play football, so when that is over we could move back down there. But, then all the s**t hit the fan and all of that is off the table as far as I am concerned. It has been a very up and down situation since the OW dumped him in Jan. I have seen glimpes of my H a lot, and was getting my hopes up! Now, I have no expectations at all and am going forward like he is non-exsistant. He took advantage of my love for him over and over! I just can't be a doormat anymore!

Well, I hope today is a better day for you! Each day with no contact gets easier and better for me! But, I am lucky cause he lives so far away, I don't have to see him or run into him.

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