I took AD yesterday and felt a little better. I dont know if i felt better because of AD or because i went to lawyer. I dont like taking it because it makes me gain weight and I get more dep. from wt. gain, and only seems to make me feel better for a few days. I dont like to take anything, Im very sensitive to medication. I had problems with dep. and anxiety before this situation, I wasn't able to work because of the anxiety. The appt with attorney went okay. He said we could write up agreement to divide our assets and send h a letter stating that I had hired him, and that I want to work things out with h.but I want to divide assets. I have to protect myself and my son financially. I can't take by h bullying anymore. i need someone to protect me financially and ive heard this lawyer is a shark, he will protect me financially. The mornings are always more difficult with dep. I have to go to class today and i havent been there yet, it started on Mon. I hope I didnt miss much. It seems like by the end of the day I feel like I can handle the situation a little better.
