I stopped taking care of myself (wasn't sleeping much, didn't eat right, lost 45 lbs. in just couple months, was constantly sick with one thing and another-- the physical/mental stuff kept snowballing until I was barely functioning) and started forgetting to take my ADs. When I got stabilized on meds again things got much better. They don't take away the pain and sadness, but they definitely take edge off.
I too went through the same thing. I lost 50lbs. Ended up having heart problems and had to go through a bunch of tests. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE. Seek some kind of professional help. Before Mlc, and the bomb I didn't believe in counselors, or meds. Afterwards, they saved my life. And thank God, becasue as much as I love my X and my life with him. NO ONE is worth dying for NOONE! Please find YOUR worth and get help today!
If for no other reason, for your child
Last edited by old theotherhalf; 05/05/1011:09 AM.
was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...
