You only have more reasons to appreciate what you have now. People IRL consider weird everything that is not usual. "Can we watch a TV now? You don't have a TV!?! you... are... weird!!!" lol
Are you generally a jealous type? Despite of insecurities I might have (I have one "envy area"), I am plain jealous. I don't act out on it, but it plain sucks!
I've seen one of ex's ex. I was disappointed she wasn't as pretty nor mature as I somehow thought she would have been. Often it's not worth energy thinking much about other person. (I think I'm not speaking English at this point, going to bed now. Have a wonderful day!)
