I have been inhabited by the ghost of Dean Martin all of a sudden...LMFAO...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I may have been really sick over the weekend, but I must have been fighting it for a few weeks. Now that I am getting better, I have so much more energy that is all I can think of.
Okay, so get this. Yesterday the SG sends me this email:
My cellular phone broke and I do not have a phone. The only way to get a hold of me is with e-mail. Right now I cannot afford a new cellular phone and since I have the work phone I really do not need anymore.
To make a long story short, he dropped his phone in his coffee cup, and since his mother can use email now and his contract w/ his cell provider is almost up, he doesnt need to have a personal cell phone anymore.
So in true Lola fashion, I overanalyze this scenario. I figure he is trying to blow me off and is making up a bs lie....except that I told him last week that there was really no need for us to talk anymore, that it was kind of weird, and if he didn't want to talk to me I was fine with that.
So I figured he was just being courteous.
Okay that's fine. Ummm but why all of a sudden? I mean, for most of the past oh two and a half years he has been pretty much ignoring me, to the point where I rarely try to call, only contacting through email or text, and for the most part only when I have to...i.e. business or something like that. Sure we have had a few conversations, but other than that, not really.
I wish there was a confusion smily...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I have been inhabited by the ghost of Dean Martin all of a sudden...LMFAO...
I love him too. And there is one quality to his voice that you have to see, to watch on some old videos to appreciate - to hear - when you listen.
He always smiled, broadly. No one was having more fun than he. Even when singing. And that comes across in every song, every recording.
Originally Posted By: BobbiJo
Oh, that is the time period I want to visit! I want to wear cocktail dresses and go to 'supper clubs'....sigh...
I'm with you, there, sister. There are some out there. Gotta look. Or take ballroom dancing lessons and when you get real good, look for local cotillions.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
Glad you found the confusion face. It's a good one. I've used it myself.
Oh, and by the way? IMHO, it's quite alright to "overanalyze" things, and even to feel sad about what a jerk they are being. Mine is a lot like yours, only he never calls or contacts. (shaking my head and blowing air out of my closed lips so quickly that my lips are bouncing up and down real fast).
I would have loved to have been a man during that era. I would have been one bad MOFO...
I have to say, since I cannot contact the SG by phone anymore (not that I really did but the possiblity is there), and he can't (or doesn't want to) contact me, it feels almost like a weight has been lifted. I no longer feel obligated to listen to his sob stories. If he tries to call from a number I don't recognize, I just won't answer.
I am hitting the land of IJDGAS (I just don't give a shiznit...)
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
oh wait, there it is...